There is a fantasy I read of where a man likes to imagine he is a woman. It’s not that he’s a would be transsexual, but he imagines when he’s having sex that he is a woman. Laying on his bed masturbating, he all of a sudden thinks of having breasts, a pussy, long hair and being a woman, yet is not into crossdressing.
I do not understand this wanting to be a different sex, yet I know that it’s something many men do. I know some women want to be men, but it’s a lot more common for men to want to be women from everything I have read and heard about. I have a few callers into the “transformation fantasy” where they either take pills or use special creams that will virtually overnight make them grow breasts and hips and their penis shrink away to be a clit in their new pussy. They can be attracted to either sex, yet when they are being sexual themselves, they like to be in the female form.
It’s almost like they have a split personality in some ways, they will give themselves a feminine name, if they are John they will become Joanie, if Steven, Stephanie, there is a split in how they see themselves. There is the self that others see and then the sexual self which is the opposite sex to what they really are. I think they are mixed up individuals in many cases that they suffer from these gender bending issues. Makes you wonder what went on in their past to make them this way. Most keep it from their partners of the opposite sex since they know it would be upsetting for the majority of them.